friendship? ... again?

yes, to a certain extent, this is another article about friendship... but - to me - however - it is new.... to a certain extent...

i think i got it... the way love might work for me.

i think what i really need is someone i can miss.
not all the time, but long enough to make it feel special when i'm with him.

someone who is a little like those dreams that keep me alive, because they don't come true.
someone who doesn't offer immediate satisfaction the second i start wanting it.

someone who has enough of his own life so that he wants me, but doesn't need me to be there all the time.

someone who is strong enough to need me but doesn't need me to be there every minute.
someone who is strong enough to miss me, too.
someone who is strong enough not to compete, not because he can't but because he doesn't need to.
someone who is strong enough to just let me be the way i am.
someone who is strong enough not to want to have his wishes and desires fulfilled the second he has them.

someone who can wait - sometimes, not always.
someone who has an idea why i'm so crazy sometimes, not because he knows me so well, but because he can somehow feel the reason.
someone who is just as messed up as i am, only differently.

someone who is not just playing games, but still likes playing.
someone who makes me laugh.
and cry.
and feel.
and desire.
and crave for more.
and get more.
and give more.

someone who never bores me.
not because he's so funny.
so clever.
so special.
so entertaining.
so original.
so perfect.
so superman.

no.

just because he is the way he his.
just because he touched my soul and became my friend long before we even knew he did.